So we fly tomorrow which, of course, means I am getting nervous and paranoid today. As per usual, I am viewing everything I am doing over the last couple days through the filter of the poetic irony the actions would take on should I die on the trip.
For example...The fact that after months of many false starts and failed attempts to get our Save-the-Dates out, tonight we will seal and stamp the last one. We'll drop them in the mail on our way to the airport. Once again, I know I have seen too many movies, but the image of ~150 friends and family members opening a save-the-date after something horrible has made it a moot point is so poignant to me that it makes me fear for that possibility.
Apply this ridiculous anti-reasoning to everything you do in a day and you get a sense of what I am talking about.
The good news is that by saying all this on the world wide web, I feel like I am somewhat relieving the sense of morbid forboding. It can't happen now because I just jinxed it, right? Or can it because I just said that I had jinxed it? AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I just want to get there. Apparently, a stiff Screwdriver might be required to keep my sanity until we arrive.
UPDATE: And now I just saw this....greeeeeeeeat....
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/plane_in_river
3 comments:
The plane in the river thing and now that you side with the Yankees...I think something bad is going to happen.
Made it, safe and sound!
And I wasn't siding with the Yankees. I was defending Arte Moreno from a reactionary fan who didn't know the whole story.
So where are you? glad you made it safe.
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